I missed my freedom...

You read it right... I know it's very random, but this blog as I say is for random things and feelings right? 😑

Giving up my freedom was one of the things I was not ready when I once again enter motherhood after 13yrs.

Now I understand how someone can feel tired but happy, stress but thankful, fulfilled yet overthinking, all at the same time. How you want another child but sometimes maybe not? A rollercoaster of feeling and the consistent thinking that you'll be in this situation anyway.

I know this is temporary, they will grow up and won't need you that much, then you'll missed moments that you are together 24/7, that you are their world and so are they to you. You'll get all the time you want to spend for yourself, I know I have to treasure this moments, but sometimes...I just missed my freedom....

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